“Yes, it's only a canvas
sky Hanging over a muslin tree But it wouldn't be
make-believe If you believed in me
Without your love It's a honky-tonk parade Without your love It's a melody played in a penny arcade”
Without your love It's a honky-tonk parade Without your love It's a melody played in a penny arcade”
It's Only A Paper Moon
Rain beats against the window as music
starts to fade away in the hallway. The last of the dancers make their way down
the hall – eager to change and leave for the night even if it means a walk in
the rain. Their muffled voices drift away on the other side of the door. The
tiny room is dingy and smells of mold and something else. Something sour. The
club singer paces in her dressing gown and crumples the newspaper – the date
reading August 16th, 1944 – onto the dirty wood floorboards. She's
done for the night. So done. Tears stream down her cheeks as her breasts dance
under the willowy silk. Her raven hair and dark eyes catch the light from the
small lamp from time to time and seem to sparkle and glisten.
“Are you serious this time or it this
another ploy? I mean, I'm not going to stay if you're just putting me on again.
I can't take it no more.”
A man stands in the corner of the room
and stares out of the shadows. He looks over to the weeping woman and wishes he
could tell her what she wants to hear. He wished he could tell her anything. He
wished. His suit is filthy and wet with the night's rain. He stares out from
the shadows and longs for her. So close. So far away.
“Ya big lug. Leading me around by the
nose.” She wipes her tears away and her voice grows louder. He glares. If she
keeps this up they'll barge in and find the two of them. Then what? Stuck in
this closet of a room didn't leave a lot of options.
Her gown shimmers in the streetlight
streaming through the filthy window an she looks radiant. Glowing. Her voice
slips through the room like syrup and fills his ears with song even when she
isn't singing.
The club was packed, but he's not sure
it matters to the likes of the mob. Hell, they probably owned the joint. For
all he knew, they owned her.
Somewhere down the hall dancers
chatter in the glow of the club lights as it starts to close up for the night.
Guy Lombardo proclaims that some dame is making him crazy. There's something
funny about that, but he can't laugh about it now.
Her wailing takes him by surprise as
she screams out, “Why'd ya go and leave me in tha first place! You said you'd
always take care of me! You promised, Tommy!”
He holds up his hands and waves his
arms stiffly, then glances at the door. She needed to be quiet. Quiet as a
mouse. He presses back into the shadows as the door of her dressing room
springs open and the door jam splinters inwards. Subtle these boys ain't. Two
silhouettes of mountains fill the doorway.
“Well well well….” One of the
mountains moves into the room and has a look around. They either don't see him
or figure two to one is good odds in their favor. “You turned out to be quiet a
little artist, Baby. Totally bent.”
“Says you!” She tries to hold her own
and if she's scared she doesn't act it.
“Listen, Biscuit, I don't care what ya
did or didn't do. Don't matter now any which way ya cut it.” He lets out a
chuckle as the other mountain moves into the room and slowly closes the door
behind him. He shoves a chair under the knob to keep the door closed then folds
his arms over his massive chest.
“I don't care what you or your gun mob
think. I don't have any desire to talk to you hoods. Scram!” Her voice cracks.
A dead give away to the fear swelling in her, poor thing.
“Easy,” he whispers as he pulls the
cannon from his pocket,” or you'll be taking the pistol route outta town.”
She shrieks and the man in the shadows
is filled with rage. This fat-head has gone too far. The man in the shadows
pulls the alley apple from his pocket and grips it in his dirty handhold. He
can feel the weight of the blunt item in his hands and likes it. The brick feels rough to the touch, but
somehow his hands feel rougher. He moves out of the shadows and the two men
turn to face him. Bravado turns to horror as the light floods over the lurkers
face and clothing.
Dirty, and stinking, the lurker growls
low through sewn and blackened lips. Bits of odd herbs and tatters of poultices
drip and slither from the sides of his mouth like worms as another low, dull
growling mumble rumbles into the space. His milky white eyes glare through the half-light
as he stomps deeper into the room. His skin is a deep, withered gray like
parchment and his dim eyes are ringed with dark circles. A zombie.
The hand cannon goes off, but it's an
impulse trigger pull fired from the hip out of fear, not desire to kill. The
shot goes wide and into the wall. The men stare on. Their eyes are filled with
fear.
Shouts and calls fill the hallway
outside as fists pound at the door and shrill voices ask if the club singer is all
right.
The second man struggles to free his
weapon from his coat. He doesn't have a chance. The alley apple crashes into
the side of his head hard and he goes down for the count and hits the flooring
like a sack of potatoes.
Her screams fill the room as he turns
to face the final, now lone mountain of a gunman. “Look out, Tommy!”
The gun goes off again, but this time
the deadly extension of the man's hand is leveled right at Tommy's chest.
There's no quick witted comment. No gunman bravado. Just an explosion that
opens a small hole in Tommy's chest and a larger one in his back. Another shot
rips into his shoulder, but it doesn't matter. He stumbles back and slumps
against the wall.
The gunman shivers as sweat pours over
his face and hands. “Jesus.” A lamp crashes into his back and he winces. He
reels around and catches the woman across her face with the back of his hand.
She yelps out and stumbles back into her dressing table. Glass breaks and items
burst into life and dance their way to the cheap carpet as she drops to the
floor far less gracefully than she dances.
The gunman pants and looks from his
would be assailant to the woman on the floor clutching at her cheek and
sobbing. The hallway fills with chatter and calls. It won't be long now before
the bulls show up. He'll have to take care of this and get out fast.
“Ok, Doll.” He levels the gun at her.
“Where's the dough!” His hand shakes.
The stirring behind him makes him
gasp. He turns and sees Tommy rise up from the floor. Rising for the second
time this eve to take care of his girl.
Shots ring out and bullets fly as
Tommy closes the distance between himself and the gunman. His ear explodes and
black blood flies. His arm rips open as another bullet rings true. His leg
bursts at the thigh. All too late. All too weak to stop what's coursing through
Tommy's body.
The gunman's scream is cut off as
Tommy's dirty, rotting hands find his throat and squeeze. The gunman tries to
hit Tommy with the gun, but it doesn't phase the living corpse at all. A grin
pulls at the corners of his mouth and brackish liquid snakes down his chin.
The gunman sees the horror up close
now. Sees the crude thread that holds the terrible lips shut. He smells the
muck that drips from the corners of the…mans…mouth. . Sees the leaves and oily
brown that glistens on the dead things lips. He's seen the look of death
before, just not...moving.
He remembers, as his vision starts to
go dark and the pain in his airway starts to give way to the limp darkness,
where he's seen this man....this thing....before. Days earlier...at the man’s
funeral.
Time flies.
The questions she had to answer were
moot. It was obvious to the goons when they saw the scene before them that this
was more of the same. The mob cleaning house. She'd been roughed up and some
tough guy had dispatched the two and made like a bird and flown out the window.
They had her kick it apart for them, told her that they'd be watching her and
that she should wise up before she ended up as dead, then they slipped away and
out as the meat wagon took away the dead.
There was no question that she didn't
do the deed herself. These two mountains were manhandled in a big way. A
crushed skull on one and another with his neck looking like a few sausages
crudely wrapped together and his head turned almost all the way around. No dame
had that strength.
Not by herself anyway.
She sits and thinks it all over and
stares out of the window of her little apartment. Thinks about the money –
their money – and what she'd do with what's left over. She'd paid a pretty
penny for that old lady to work her magic on Tommy. Money well spent. He did
say that he'd always take care of her. He always said it. She was sure he
didn't mind what she'd done to him. Water under the bridge now, anyway. None of
that mattered now.
She takes a drag on her cigarette and
turns up the radio. Something slow and easy drifts out into the dark room and
tears fill her eyes as she tries to forget everything. She knows she'll never
be able to, however. Those eyes. Tommy's milky white....sad eyes.
Something moves in the alley and her
eyes narrow. Smoke swirls around her head as the cigarette falls from her
fingers and on to the floor.
He stomps up to her window and lightly
raps on it as the rain washes over everything.
“No. No...you can go away now!” She
shakes her head as he knocks again – harder now. His terrible eyes stare at her
blankly. “Go away, Tommy!” She backs up and her breathing grows more rapid.
“You did good and now you gotta go.”
He gives her the once over, cocks his
head to the side lowers his arm.
She stares at him and whispers, “Go
on...beat it,” under her breath. She moves closer to the window. “Beat it! Get
the hell away from me.”
She doesn't have time to avoid the
glass that rains in on her as his arms crash through the windowpane. She falls
back into the room and hits the floor hard. The wind leaves her body in a huff
as Tommy crawls into the room. He drags himself up and in effortlessly.
Dazed, she scrambles to her knees and
makes for the door. Glass punctures her knee and she screams as she rolls onto
her side. She looks back and pushes herself back with her hands- slithering
towards the door on her backside.
“Go away, Tommy! You're scaring me!
Leave me alone! Get the hell away from me!”
Tommy's groan sounds mournful. His
arms reach out as he stomps over the broken glass.
She winces when she notices the
massive shard of glass lodged in his guts. Entrails work their way out of the
wound with each step. She gags at the visual and the rotten smell and scrambles
back and away from the horror before her. Her mind franticly grasps at the
strange word the old voodoo lady had given her to release Tommy from the world
again.
Tommy's face is sad and his brow is
furrowed. He's filled with nothing but love for her. He'd do anything for her.
Had done everything for her. He even had given his life for her. His love for
her broke all boundaries.
Tommy looms over her and blood drips
onto her bare feet. She knocks into the desk and sends the light crashing to
the floor. The room goes dark.
The word hits her like a ton of
bricks. “SATHRATHNI!”
Tommy feels his legs go weak again.
Feels the life slip from him as his eyes go wide in the darkness. He drops. His
body collides with hers.
She gasps. Air fills her lungs for the
last time as the shard of glass wedged into Tommy's body pierces her flesh and
brings the curtain down on her life. She wants to cry out, but withers away
before she has the chance. Shock and terror stop her heart before her fatal
wound can. The light leaves her lovely brown eyes.
He reaches up and touches her face,
then he reaches for his lips and tears away the heavy thread. Gore, herbs and a
small shell fall from his mouth. He whispers, “I love....”